most of them came out REALLY GOOD like
and iron man
but then there’s…
I can’t BREATHE
so I gave my nephew a set of avengers cookie cutters and last night they made some sugar cookies with them
“How are you only seventeen?” They said,
“how are you so young but have all this
going on in your head?”
I don’t know,
I really don’t. I can’t explain
to you why I think death is the answer to
my problem, I can’t tell you why I think
soul mates exists because when I met
him it made me believe in something,
and fuck, isn’t that better than nothing?
I can’t speak about the scars on my thighs
because each one of them, according to
you were caused by lies, the lies that I told
myself, that I was too ugly, too fat, too dumb.
I still don’t see them as lies, because god
damn you don’t see myself through my eyes.
I won’t open up to you about how he ripped a
piece of my being away from me that night,
and no, I won’t open up about how every
evening there’s a fight. I will maybe tell you
about my mother, and how she thinks I am
crazy, and strange. I could never tell you face
to face about my suicide attempt, and how
I had it arranged. I won’t talk to you about
anything, nothing, not even over a phone
call. You’ll have to read my writing,
because trust me, it explains it all.
Our hearts are poisoned
A writing playlist dedicated to those lovers that weren't supposed to be, but still are.
My Love - Sia / Never Been Hurt - Demi Lovato / Never Let Me Go - Florence and the Machine / Dark Paradise - Lana del Rey / In My Veins - Andrew Belle / The Words - Christina Perri / The Draw - Bastille / Animal - The Cab / Call Your Name - Daughtry / Smother - Daughter / Hanging On - Ellie Goulding / Haunted Heart - Emmelie de Forest / Kiss It All Better - He Is We / Battlefield - Lea Michele / Look How Far We've Come - Imagine Dragons / Say (All I Need) - OneRepublic / Cold - Meg Myers / I Will Follow You Into The Dark - Death Cab For Cutie